A hidden condition is growing among young women
26.06.2023 - 06:15
/ manchestereveningnews.co.uk
For Bryony Rowe, the signs she was seriously ill had been creeping in for some time. She'd force herself to spend three hours at the gym every day, and punish herself if she hadn't perfectly controlled her food intake.
At the age of 21 she had just moved to Manchester to start an exciting new chapter of her life. But whilst her friends went out, she made excuses - telling herself she hadn't earnt the right to enjoy herself.
A keen athlete, Bryony had suffered with negative body image since her teenage years. Her involvement in 'masculine' sports like rugby meant she was constantly judged for not having a stereotypical feminine appearance.
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She'd feel extreme highs when she managed to eat 'the right amount' of food, and do 'enough' exercise. But if she went to a friend's birthday party and ate or drunk more than her mind allowed, the hatred she felt for herself would be crushing.
What followed was a cycle of binge-eating and purging through the first few years of her twenties - leaving her mental health in pieces.
Bryony was in denial about the extent of her eating disorder, but her partner encouraged her to see a doctor. She was placed on a waiting list for 18 months before finally being referred to a therapist.
She received two years of intensive Cognitive Behavioural Therapy (CBT). Bryony, now 30, has been in recovery for a number of years.
But since the start of the coronavirus pandemic, the number of girls diagnosed with eating disorders and self-harm has surged - way more than predicted. Analysis of GP records showed that since March 2020, eating disorders were 42 per cent higher than expected based on previous trends for girls aged 13