is hard enough without the added pressure of being a public figure. And though Kelly Clarkson appeared to have it together following her 2021 divorce from , to whom she was married for seven years, she says that “behind closed doors" she was a mess.During an interview on Apple Music 1, which dropped June 21, the singer told host Zane Lowe: “Just to be brutally honest, I did not handle it well.”“I had many sessions with just my friends [where] I couldn’t even speak,” she continued.